1. |
Alone (My Own Vacation)
02:08
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This sunshine
And this coffee
Are all that I need on me
I'm sick of never talking
I'm sick but I'm not taking
Medication I just breathe it out
Meditations not the easy route
I laugh when I can think about
Something else than pressure
And the lesson is
My headphones are too loud now
They drown the ups and downs out
The new numb is irritation
How bout that for validation?
I'm alone, my own vacation
I'm alone, my own vacation
I'm alone, I'm hiding places
Never known until I tasted it
And I bask in it
I bathe in it
I wrap myself in blankets in
The cold I'm always shaking
In the dark and in the day
Every day, no medication
Every day, in meditation
I'm alone my own vacation
Every day, every day
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2. |
Almost 25
03:47
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I got my t shirt sleeves
Rolled up
And my favorite hat
I got a stain on my jeans but it doesn’t matter
They’re black
Like every other god damn pair that I have
Don’t think that’s changing soon and I’m fine with that
Haven’t had a girlfriend since around 2018
Met a few girls but they don’t mean a thing to me
So I’m left with my selfishness
And my patience
While best friends gettin engages to the love of his life but I’m fine with that
Yeah life is nice
Getting older all the time
I think I might
Waste my night
Talkin shit with friends that I like
And getting high
Never low
In it alone but Im might survive
Cause I’m almost 25 and I’m
Feeling alive
I apologize to everyone
Who ever stands what it means
To live a life in shame
And apologize for apologizing
But I’m sorry
I just have to say what I'm thinking
I know you might not agree with me now
But you’ll see it soon
Yeah life is nice
Getting older all the time
I think I might
Waste my night
Talkin shit with friends that I like
And getting high
Never low
In it alone but Im might survive
Cause I’m almost 25 and I’m
Feeling alive
Oh I’ve been there before
I’ve been right where you’re standing
And I’ve been there before
When everything around you’s sinking
Yeah I’ve been there before
When living feels like dying
Oh I’ve been there
And I’m not there anymore
Yeah life is nice
Getting older all the time
I think I might
Waste my night
Talkin shit with friends that I like
And getting high
Never low
In it alone but Im might survive
Cause I’m almost 25 and I’m
Feeling alive
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3. |
Bad Behavior
03:19
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I got a big heart
You can rent a room
It’s got thick walls and space for you
I keep a few vacant spots unlocked
For the next cute girl who walks down my block
I'm fallin all over the place
and I’d pay for your way
callin in sick day
and use up my savings
Just to hear your voice scream my name please
Say it again with emphasis
In between a couple of expletives
Comin out of your cage exorcist
Hot fuzz and buzz from cool beverages
New digs and new memberships
Sign up for a friend this one comes with benefits
I wanna see what you think about me
I wanna see how you feel around me
I wanna hear how you speak
Talk about me
Talk about me
everything about you is a mystery
the more i try, the less it makes sense to me
i get goosebumps when you’re standing next to me
i get confused when you treat me extra friend-ily
your next enemy
your next or ex or extraordinarily great sex
best but not second
bet your ass on it
call you a minute
call you when i want it
I wanna see what you think about me
I wanna see how you feel around me
I wanna hear how you speak
Talk about me
Talk about me
Put your words on a string
Pull me in by your fingers
Tie me up real good for
Bad behavior
I wanna see what you think about me
I wanna see how you feel around me
I wanna hear how you speak
Talk about me
Talk about me
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4. |
Bad Things
03:39
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5. |
Meaning Less
02:01
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She said I’m like a teacher
A phase, a painting
Her favorite phrase or saying
A talent show, her favorite
Beautiful and wise
She said she liked my eyes
And then I smiled
Familiar hadn’t felt it in a while
She said she likes my songs
And my fingers when I play them
She asks me can I play for her
Can I come over later
Can you look at me like that again
Can you speak a little louder
Cause I painted you this masterpiece
It’s us it’s space it’s flowers
It’s all the things you like
It’s more
It’s me it’s mine
I made for you, I made it you, I made you
Then her voice grew
And can you
speak a little softer
She says she doesn’t like the way I talk to her
When she gets sad, yeah
Can you speak a little softer
Can we speak a little less
Can we see each other less
Can we be less
Meaning less
Can we speak less
Can we see each other less
Can we be less?
Meaning Less
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6. |
What I Wrote
03:34
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I don’t mind being alone
I actually prefer it for the most part
Check in myself in a mirror
God it feels so good to feel this beautiful
Asking myself many questions
Where’s the catch and where is the line this time
I won’t mind it when I reach it
God it feels so good to feel
Invincible I can feel it
Physical in each and every note
That’s what I wrote
Invincible I can be
Impossibles not for me, oh no
that’s what I wrote
And if I write it I might mean it soon
Everyday's a new impression
Takin my sweet time to get know it
Everyone is interesting
Everyone is scared to get to know them
Let’s get to know them
Oh answering important questions
Where you from and where you think you’re going
Oh I don’t know where I might go I flow until I lose it
And I love it and I leave it
I’m living like I’m finally
Invincible I can feel it
Physical in each and every note
That’s what I wrote
Invincible I can be
Impossibles not for me, oh no
that’s what I wrote
And if I write it I might mean it soon
Sit back down
And learn another verse from me
It’s not easy but it’s not hard to be
So stubborn
It gets so hot in the summer
Man I get you’re uncomfortable
Yeah it’s on fire for me
It’s like every days 100 more degrees
Don’t fight it now
youre coolin back down
Invincible I can feel it
Physical in each and every note
That’s what I wrote
Invincible I can be
Impossibles not for me, oh no
that’s what I wrote
You are invincible
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7. |
Higher & Higher
03:24
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8. |
Green
00:39
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9. |
A New To Do List
02:40
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I wanna do so much but
There’s so much too do
Sometimes it feels too much but
I got nothin to lose
Wake up and take a breath
Make a big old breakfast
Say my name 3 times
Remind myself that I’m alive
And try oh so very hard
I wanna do so much but
There’s so much too do
Sometimes it feels too much but
I got nothin to lose
I’m not loser
I’m a winner
I’m right at the beginning of my list of
Shit to do
Oh fuck man there’s so much to do
My dreams are all so big and I’m so small
Sometimes i feel I don’t exist at all
I get smothered and smitten at
Thought of myself gettin what I want
You ask me what I want?
I wanna do so much but
There’s so much too do
Sometimes it feels too much but
I got nothin to lose
I’m not loser
I’m a winner
I’m right at the beginning of my list of
Shit to do
Oh fuck man there’s so much to do
Count em count em off
1 2 3 4
10 plus now 50 more
Now step now step
Now counting off your breath
I can’t keep up
I’m stuck
I’m failure in a rut cause there's so much to do
I wanna do so much but
There’s so much too do
Sometimes it feels too much but
I got nothin to lose
I’m not loser
I’m a winner
I’m right at the beginning of my list of
Shit to do
Oh fuck man there’s so much to do
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10. |
Whatever
03:04
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Recommend we end it right here
cause friendliness goes whenever you’re near
a kiss for right now
it’s just for right now
the clock it ticks down
as you’re goin’ down
now we’re goin’ out
you called me last night
you called me today
you called me your girl
you called me your babe
end it right now
end it right here
cause friends don’t act up this friends gettin’ weird
She said whatever
Hope you feel better
See you in another life I guess, brother
sister, guess I don’t miss her
Correct me please cause I beg to differ
Whatever, whatever, whatever
Hope you feel better
send a text to explain your absence
start to stress and rest in your ashes
flicker burnin up from your matches
set me in me the fire for good measure
said the world will teach me a lesson
cept the scars don’t make me a woman
separate the rest from your past and
everyone you meet has gone bad
(He's a bad egg)
She said whatever
Hope you feel better
See you in another life I guess, brother
sister, guess I don’t miss her
Correct me please cause I beg to differ
Whatever, whatever, whatever
Hope you feel better
she said whatever
don’t think we’ll ever
get back together
hope it gets better
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11. |
How Many Girls
03:04
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How many girls did you call last week?
7 texts and a missed call please
How many girls did you call last week ?
yeah
Found a little time to think and relax
You found a little time to hit me back
Took a little too long I liked that
I like that
But you came over and it put me in a bad mood
Lip stick on your neck what’s that
Do I look like a fool
Do I look like a fool?
How many girls did you call last week?
7 texts and a missed call please
How many girls did you call last week ?
And did you miss me?
Did you miss me
Goin out we made plans for next week
But what happens when you’re not with me
So much can happen between now and next week
Please, tell me
Cause honestly we can be friends if you wanna be
On me platonically yes that’s fine with me
How many girls did you call last week?
7 texts and a missed call please
How many girls did you call last week ?
And did you miss me?
How many boys lining down your street
Caught you in Beamer rollin in the front seat
How many times did you fall last week?
And did you fall deep?
Or did you miss me?
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12. |
Sing-a-long
02:51
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picture perfect situation for ya
bets off and beds are always nice
talk a lot of game but couldn’t take the spotlight
neither could you ever play it right
teach me how to sing along
i know you know the words
i know you know
teach me how to play along
like every other girl
i know you want
cut the conversation cause could’t keep up with you
every second word your shut me out
silence is dangerous it’s quite romantic
something you’d know everything about
teach me how to sing along
i know you know the words
i know you know
teach me how to play along
like every other girl
i know you want
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13. |
Catch
02:48
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she’s got a man
i got her down like the back of my hand
but she’s got a man
i got a problem cause i can’t
get her outta my head
it goes way way way way back
i’m out again
guess i’ll never win
she’s quite a catch
my god I’m running outta breath
Gotta save my self for a better love I guess
she’s a lot I know
I’m taken by her soul
she’s a catch
she’s got a man
she’s her future all laid out
she’s got a plan
and i hate to ruin them
but i am
and if she looks at me like that again I’ll pretend
she’s mine if just for then
she’s quite a catch
my god I’m running outta breath
Gotta save my self for a better love I guess
she’s a lot I know
I’m taken by her soul
she’s a
catch her if I can
she’s got a man oh damn i’m waiting for the end
oh man oh my oh no
i can’t her go
she’s quite a catch
my god I’m running outta breath
Gotta save my self for a better love I guess
she’s a lot I know
I’m taken by her soul
she’s a
catch her if I can
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14. |
Ritz Carlton
03:19
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15. |
New Best Friends
02:50
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I think Joanna knows me
I read it in her notes
I think she’s barely holdin on to somethin
I think she’s letting go
I think Joanna’s sleepin
I’m dancing while she’s dreamin
I found her in a heartbreak state of mind
And I can’t control the seasons
Where does she go
When she gets lonely
Why does it hurt
When she gets home
Travel the world
When she gets older
Nobody wants to be alone
I hope Joanna’s happy
She holds the sun inside her hands
She rolls the window down
And flower crowns and
Ice breakers and new best friends
She paints the walls with new best friends
She walks the street to new best friends
She digs her nails into best friends
I wanna be her new best friend
Where does she go
When she gets lonely
Why does it hurt
When she gets home
Travel the world
When she gets older
Nobody wants to be alone
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16. |
Happy
03:20
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Take it or leave it
I really hope you’ll take but
I’ll leave it up to you
Make it break it stir it up and shake it
Toss back a few
123 swear to god it’s easy
like tyin’ you shoes
so you trip a lil a less
and you're picking up your mess
and you're lookin just a little more cool
So set an intention and
start to pay some attention
to the way you speak to you
I want you
To be happy
I want you
To be free
I want you
To be happy
I know you’re not that sad but you’re
not that happy
too blessed to be stress relief
take it all out of me
whats up with you?
can you be real with me
nothin shy of bravery
vulnerability too
So set an intention and
start to pay some attention
take a look outside at the view
I want you
To be happy
I want you
To be free
I want you
To be happy
Everyone’s a lil lonely, but i got you
i want you
to live fully
i need you
to breathe deep
i want you to be happy
i know you’re not that sad but you’re
not that happy
i know you’re not that sad
but if you are nothings wrong with that
it’s just in like a fad
and gone just as fast
it’s just as bad as everyone else in fact
did you ever stop to how long it really lasts?
forevers not too bad
you take a step back
and step to the right
another perspective just might help you find light
and guidance
and people start to get nicer and life gets wider
and everything inside starts to
feel better…
I want you
To be happy
I want you
To be free
I want you
To be happy
I want you to be happy
i want you
to live fully
i need you
to breathe deep
i want you to be happy
(fuck it everyone wants to be happy)
I want you
To be happy
I want you
To be free
I want you
To be happy
Everyone’s a lil lonely, but i got you
i want you
to live fully
i need you
to breathe deep
i want you to be happy
i know you’re not that sad but you’re
not that happy
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